5:30am. I thought it only existed as a time at which I could still be awake. Apparently, some people actually wake up at this time. Well, now I’m at a new school, and I’ve joined the ranks of some people. That’s right; I wake up at 5:30 in order to leave my house by 6:30. To some of you that’s not particularly shocking, or perhaps that might even be late for you, but for me it’s a new life. I mean, I don’t see myself as especially lazy, but I am certainly accustomed to driving ten minutes to school instead of an hour.
It’s a beautiful thing to be in the city just before sunrise. There’s a kind of anticipation, as though the tops of the skyscrapers, and the roofs of the parking decks, and the very hairs on top of your head, are all reaching just a little bit to catch, if they might, that first ray of light just a moment sooner. They reach and they reach, and the energy of it is overwhelming. Something big must surely be nigh. And then it happens all at once. The grey morning light takes hold of the city and there is a bustle of life that surely wasn’t there just a second before. Some nameless thrill rises in your chest for a fleeting moment, and you think you must be the only one that feels it. And then you’re assimilated into it all, and you’re just the same as everyone else walking hurriedly toward your respective destination.
In this new world of mine, this experience which I will be living through every morning of the week for the next fifteen weeks, I have found God to be particularly present. Of course it has nothing to do with the actual environment, but as I transition each morning from taking joy in the small things in life to taking joy in the eternal things, God is there. He’s leading me through His Word as I listen to the relative quiet turn into a conglomerate din. He’s meeting me in prayer as students and businessmen and people of all sorts and trades begin to flow in and through the winding streets of the city.
I’ve only been at this school for two days, but I am excited. Change is exciting, even when it comes in drastic forms and complete alterations of environment, but change is even more exciting when it’s occurring in my heart and my life, and I am filled with faith that this semester is going to be about just that. I have no regrets so far about transferring schools. My doubts have been unfounded, and I do indeed believe that God has brought me here for specific reasons, not the least of which is surely this work He has begun in my heart over the past few days.
I appreciate your prayers. I expect that I will be writing a bit more these days as I receive grace to seek after God and He is faithful to instruct and to reveal more of Himself to me. Pray above all else that I would be bold in sharing the Truth of the Gospel with those I meet. There is no greater cause or purpose than this, and there is no doubt in my mind that to share the news of Jesus Christ is part of the reason God has placed me at Georgia State, as it is with anywhere else I go throughout my day.